Watch me and stay close beside So hopelessly waiting to close my eyes And hold me now because it's after me Just waiting for my last breath Vague distant holes in my memory The nightside I'm drifting so far away The words that I'm speaking come haltingly Deep inside me Deep inside my fortress Feeling is lost with my memory I'll work my way back to what it means It's far too late to trace my steps back again The thoughts petrifying because The spider man is after me Fading hope of familiar recognition I built a castle made of arms crossed and breathless Watch me turn things around Turn them on their head! The nightside is where I'm drifting This place is a lie I'm believing To live with myself To ease the strain Release the brain It's all I want Bleeding the vein