I always wanted to be a star In the movies, black and white I have found myself fooler than anyone Because I must have had dreams at night Oh L. A., why are you leaving me? So is he the boy you used to call The brazilian king? Dreams throw me against the wall Just because you weren't here You were drinking vodka to die You never ever liked me I've chosen a squad only for me Whoever said, "I never had" is lying! I know you know it, we have to have one I don't know why I'm so sad, I'm crying I think I remember: Hollywood doesn't want me The butterflies are flying But the flowers are dying Kids are crying And me, I'm going to home If Hollywood calls for me I'd be there, I'll be there Maybe I'm dreaming a lot I'll forget my when, my place, my where Because Hollywood didn't wants me Will I be delicate a lot If I die by the sadness? But if nobody wants me I have to want myself I'm in the car, my best friend is a brand new Hollywood's star Like what the hell! My neighbor is singing on Broadway My great-grandfather performed on the stages, Vaudeville Fuck off! I'm poet and I didn't learn to love Though I learned to write I will never forget my Hollywood dream I have to be happy for my best friend and my neighbor But I'm selfish I'm envious I'm human I want backstage's troubles I need to have an Oscar I want to make out with the director I want to fuck in the dressing room I am free