I'm trying so hard not to love him too fast Line up all the horses and race 'round the track Run laps around reality and never look back Want a real, hard love that's better than that I'm trying so hard not to bury myself Beneath the dirt and the flowers of somebody else Yeah, beauty is blinding and darkness runs deep Wanna hold on to him and still hold on to me Cocaine, whiskey rye They don't even compare to how love makes me high So I won't push my luck I'll sober up I won't feed off of it 'til it dies I'm trying so hard to stay right where I am I drive my mind in reverse the speed up ahead Break down on a road that just leaves me for dead Want the piece of the present to steer me instead Cocaine, whiskey rye They don't even compare to how love makes me high So I won't push my luck I'll sober up I won't feed off of it 'til it dies Yeah, I've got a history, I know you do too What the hell would we be without what we've been through? And I don't give a damn about the mud on your boots I just want you Cocaine, whiskey rye They don't even compare to how love makes me high So I won't push my luck I'll sober up I won't feed off of it 'til it dies 'Til it dies