I am asleep to my own voice Further from tomorrow's pleasures I am not sad because I believe you I am tortured that I cannot disbelieve you I do not know how to feel I'm not sure what to be As the night decomposed We wondered what our souls were made of We sought happiness complete and great in us Alone with no faith no melody or thought What if I never discover again As the night decomposed We wondered what our souls were made of We sought happiness complete and great in us How can I explain the absence of myself If I feel I feel nothing As the night decomposed We wondered what our souls were made of We sought happiness complete and great in us Existing beyond the pale I wanted to taste the buzz going off the rails Like I never was It all becomes so queer Like the ringing in my ears Like the ringing in my ears If anyone can find any value in me It has nothing whatsoever to do With any will of my own I was so young, you were so young All was so young around As the night decomposed We wondered what our souls were made of We sought happiness complete and great in us I do not exist I am the gap between I am the rain that soaks you through This is not farewell as if I ever lived This is my conscience telling you As the night decomposed We wondered what our souls were made of We sought happiness complete and great in us I say a last prayer, is there anyone there? I put my trust in you Existing beyond the pale I wanted to taste the buzz going off the rails Like I never was