So here I am Doing everything I can Holding on to what I am Pretending I'm a Superman Yeah I'm trying to keep The ground on my feet Seems the world is falling down around me The nights are all long The nights are all long I'm singing this song I'm singing this song Tryna make the answers more than: Maybe And I'm so confused about what to do Sometimes I want to throw it all away So here I am Growing older all the time Looking older all the time Feeling younger in my mind So here I am Doing everything I can Holding on to what I am Pretending I'm a Superman I can't slow up, but I don't wanna grow up Back in high school, I was the kid that used to throw up Behind the bleachers, smoking, pouring whiskey in my soda Too much of a good thing, but I don't wanna live a life of quotas Still tryna catch up to my own dreams Falling to the top where the nose bleeds Finger made of gold, diamond nose rings Superman can't save me And I'm so confused about what to do Sometimes I want to throw it all away So here I am Growing older all the time Looking older all the time Feeling younger in my mind So here I am Doing everything I can Holding on to what I am Pretending I'm a Superman Superman can't save me