I lost you Don't try to understand Some loves don't end They just change the way they hurt I left without a reason Not because I didn't care Some hearts are scared of staying When love feels almost fair I was taught to leave in silence Before joy learns my name But every street I walked alone Still whispers you the same I said goodbye like I was free But freedom felt like crime Loving you was easy Losing you took time I lost you, don't try to understand I still love you, more than words allow Two men against the fear of love I was brave too late, but honest now I lost you, but love stayed in my hands Like a letter I never sent somehow If loving you was all I knew Then loving you is still allowed (Still I love you) (Still, I do) Paris feels like your absence Every café knows my face I order wine for two Then drink the empty space I learned my body wasn't wrong For wanting something true Being gay was never the fear The fear was losing you I tried to make it make sense But love won't translate pain Some endings are just love Refusing to be tame I lost you, don't try to understand I still love you, quietly proud I chose myself too late, my dear But loving you, I say it loud I lost you, but not what we were Two souls learning how to be seen If heaven ever felt like truth It was you loving me If I had one more sunset One more chance to stay I wouldn't ask forgiveness I'd just say, stay I lost you, don't try to understand I still love you, that's the truth Some loves don't die with distance They just learn a deeper root I lost you (Still I love you) I lost you (Still, I do)