I spent my whole life trying to Find silver lines in clouds of blue I wonder will the ideas change But no they always look the same And you were wise you should have know I realise it now I'm grown You stretched my branches far too wide And left the leaves to fall and die I wake up in the night to replay the story As I wipe my eyes, pretend that you're sorry I'm glad that you died, cause now I don't worry But no matter what I do I'll be carrying the weight of you Everybody has a past Just sad how long mine seems to last I'll rip the words right off the page But I always write them down again I wake up in the night to replay the story As I wipe my eyes, pretend that you're sorry I'm glad that you died, cause now I don't worry But no matter what I do I'll be carrying the weight of- You were the one to stop my emptiness What kind of monster leaves a girl like this There, I said it! I wake up, I wake up in the night to replay the story As I wipe my eyes, pretend that you're sorry I'm glad that you died, cause now I don't worry But no matter what I do, no matter what I do, no matter what I do I'll be carrying the weight of you