A livid blue sorrounds me Right under my feet there are clouds Which some I still remember In my head voices echoe Although I hear no sound And that scares me to the bone Sitting by my side, those people with pride They now look me in the eyes, such a astonishing surprise When I think about before, amongst all the things I used to struggle for, love doesn't seem so far anymore All the faces that had gone returned, I am not alone Will you also be with me? Time goes by so fast, please tell me why everybody laughs 'Cause I'm not used to laughing at all A feeling of spite, a scar in my pride still lurks within my mind Somewhere I can't find When my heart was all sore I finally found heaven I couldn't yearn more Love is truly worth the much I've fought As such things I shouldn't have recalled I fell with the weight of rain Oh, I can feel the pain in my head My heart splits my soul I no longer can see whither you go Since my body spins in confusion You smile sincerely, I am so happy I could die You smile sincerely, I am so happy I could die You smile sincerely, I am so happy I could die You smile sincerely, I am so happy I could die When I woke up in my bed I was so sad I just cried It was a dream and now it's over