I need a doctor I can't take this any longer All my friends are using vodka And they tell me it helps If I'm being honest Growing up has been a process All my friends were hella toxic And I lost a lot of them Where do I begin? I don't fit in This ain't no hipster shit, I'm just different than Most my friends left me again They say I'm not as fun 'cause I won't get drunk with them My heart's in a war I keep being torn My body can't take it, take it, yeah I feel like I'm trapped Any second, I could snap Being me is so dangerous I need a doctor I can't take this any longer All my friends are using vodka And they tell me it helps If I'm being honest Growing up has been a process All my friends were hella toxic And I lost a lot of them Tryna find myself Yeah, yeah, tryna find myself Wake up I gotta get my head straight, renovate Maybe I should medicate, yeah I don't get the end game anyway Probably why I'll never change So I use sex and lust to get my buzz, I'm fiending I never got attention that I needed Saw the ones I love become defeated And made me be the person I believed in My heart's in a war I keep being torn My body can't take it, take it, yeah I feel like I'm trapped Any second, I could snap Being me is so dangerous I need a doctor I can't take this any longer All my friends are using vodka And they tell me it helps If I'm being honest Growing up has been a process All my friends were hella toxic And I lost a lot of them Tryna find myself Yeah, yeah (tryna find myself) My heart can't take it, take it, yeah Yeah, yeah (tryna find myself) My heart can't take it, take it, yeah Tryna find myself, yeah, yeah I'm tryna find myself