In silence I am wandering Can't avoid the screaming words I try to make up my mind All this thinking makes me blind No control in my mind. [Chorus:] And I open my eyes Don't know what to do I'm waiting for answers But they are all untrue There is a never ending pain Slowly tearing me apart Never ending insanity Your darkness makes it hard [Solo J.E.] [Chorus:] And I open my eyes Don't know what to do I'm waiting for answers But they are all untrue There is a never ending pain Slowly tearing me apart Never ending insanity Your darkness makes it hard In silence I was wandering Couldn't avoid the screaming words I tried to make up my mind All this thinking made me blind The reason for my suicide.