Cast aside, because never was my pride the issue There's no way to mask what I've been through Watch it all fall apart I will never I will never I will never again I will never I will never I will never again Look I'm brought to self affliction You smell like sweet death, choking me with my own depression All of this time all I wanted is to feel alive Please someone help me I will never I will never I will never again I will never I will never I will never again I envy you therefore envy is my sin (Sin, sinner) I envy you therefore envy is my sin (Sin, sinner) You can take my life I hope in the end you will miss me when I am gone Reflect on the past we had, now I'm all alone It's not that I don't care my love, I truly do Life has brought only pain, with an exception, the exception of you Within my envy, within my envy, within my envy grows Within my envy, within my envy, within my envy grows Within my envy, within my envy, within my envy, within my envy, within my envy I will never I will never I will never again I will never I will never I will never again