Did I pour you from a bottle? Misquote you in the bible? Would the God I know, consider those the same? The bitterness has faded a little, but it's taking so long In a solitary basement, I prayed for you to save him Then got high enough to forget my name I never found the savior when all the wrapping papers were gone My phone is tapped Wires are crossed Hazard lights just won't turn off A television flickers and whispers the weather Today is cold, so cold Your warm embrace In the form of a sedative: Relinquish the day Alarm clock is screaming Goddamn you're hungover (Wake up, wake up, wake up) There's no shame in grieving (God knows I want to cry) The slow decay of our plans Is this evidence of madness? I dive into rabbit holes where Alice just chose to get out Recite my sad poetry through lipstick with a bittersweet voice I let the mirror sing it back to me His face is only apathy Behind the glass, he bleeds with each word I heard you sing from the garden I love your face Light in your eyes Night in today No lamp shade No lamp shade I love your face Light in your eyes Night in today No lamp shade No lamp shade Your warm embrace This doorway, this precipice, this means to escape To a reverie of lavender and blood-red ambrosia There's no way I'm leaving I just need a change of scenery