I made some plans And wrote them down For both of us They're in a book Beneath my bed With a photo on the front The pages read Of things we'd see The ones you wanted most I'd take you to the places that I always said we'd go And how can I be sure it gets better? I've written every word, every letter I just want to be wherever you are Sure I can be whatever you want I know it's harder to give than to get You get what you give And that's it I just want to be, I just want to be A kid I was A teenager A foolish one The polo shirt I'd always wear You begged me to rip up You pierced my nose I shaved your head You came to all my shows And everyone would always say "Don't ever let her go" And how can I be sure it gets better? I've written every word, every letter I just want to be wherever you are Sure I can be whatever you want I know it's harder to give than to get You get what you give And that's it You just need me But I wasn't there I know I never treated you fair And how much longer Will I regret Taking the bet That you'd quit? I just want to be So rip me apart And put me right back How you want You just needed me You just needed me So how can I maintain? You occupy my brain But still I wait for you It's the best that I can do So dress me head to toe Prepare me for the cold The longest winter yet Forever in regret Forever in regret