Not bedded by another hand Swore I’d never love again So infantile and dissatisfied Stay inside, sometimes I cry A worried fiend of other lives Do you witness mine? Am I doing it right? But what a relief! You don’t recognize me I can pretend that I don’t know who you have been seeing Yes I get lonesome suppose it just comes with the season And I still hate you though I know I don’t have a reason I don’t have a reason to see you anymore And it kills me Yes it kills me Not a text or a page to let me know your safe Just radio silence, just static waves But what a relief! You don’t recognize me I can pretend that I don’t know who you have been seeing Yes I get lonesome suppose it just comes with the season And I still hate you though I know I don’t have a reason And I didn’t mean to project my shit onto you And I didn’t mean to protect myself from you From you I don’t believe You don’t recognize me I can’t pretend that I don’t know who you have been seeing Yes I get lonesome suppose it just comes with the season Of course I don’t hate you I know that I don’t have a reason