Overwhelmed by desire
I am caught in this cycle of suffering
These urges devour all sense of decency
Composure no longer maintained with dignity
Burdened for life
Altered mentality
Drawn to inject myself with blight
Foulest substance inducting cellular death
It's so repulsive by design
All I feel, this burning fixation
A constant craving to tranquilize
Please sedate my sensations
Overwhelmed by desire
Sold my soul to escape from reality
My impending demise
I am caught in this cycle of suffering
Web of lies
Mindless dependency
Concealed I now reside
I must remain in reclusive obscurity
Forever haunted for the things that I have done
Yet every second, still one thing on my mind
My addiction epitomized
Overwhelmed by desire
Sold my soul to escape from reality
Dignity now defiled
The price to pay for a moment in ecstasy
My demise
At the end of this life filled with suffering
