In my darkest deepest thoughts Breeding doubt to deceive my heart Truth and lies seem intertwined Lost at sea, in a sea of thoughts My internal demons Feasting on my broken sanity Invading deeper Corrupting my identity Internally distraught Restless I have become Succumbing to this mental affliction Who have I become? What is left of me? The joy of life seems gone Just ceaseless misery I'm crumbling, dissolving This burden overgrowing A torrent unfolding Paralysis within my mind Oh, time slips away Powerless to this decay I yearn to rest In search of valued clarity