I am disintegrating (where did the time go?) Blood is evaporating (I don't think I know) Heavily medicated (where did my mind go?) Obsessions exasperating (I feel the soul glow) Inciting internal catastrophe Wasting away into atrophy Ripped out my eyes just to help me see The astral projection up on the screen Chuck up the deuces and wish me well Blood in my cup while I burn in hell Trading my wages so I can ball Climbing the walls of the bathroom stall Yeah, I'm faded Borrowed time I feel beside myself, so stay outside Another drop in the well I can feel the pressure on the back of my neck Ripping out my spine and tie it into a web Catching all my thoughts and throw it back in my brain Linger in the lobby just to feel the pain Wasted, waiting Anticipating death Darkness, palpitations Reeling a bated breath I think I'm fading away I think I'm fading away Look around Searching for someone to help me out I cannot get myself off the ground Now I am floating above myself Looking down, look around Searching for someone to help me out I cannot get myself off the ground Now I am floating above myself Looking down Rinse and repeat, but I can't get out Scream in my face 'cause I like it loud Can't hear the volume break through the walls Burning the ring while I miss the call Listening for answers that I can't get Feeling the weight of all my regrets Losing the feeling inside my lungs Breathe out the smoke and I'm feeling numb Dragged on this feeling for too long And now the feeling is gone I wish that I was stronger just for once So that I could make it clear That when you disappear I'm forced to face my deepest fears I am disintegrating Blood is evaporating I am disintegrating Blood is evaporating Wasted, waiting Anticipating death Darkness, palpitations Reeling a bated breath I think I'm fading away I think I'm fading away Look around Searching for someone to help me out I cannot get myself off the ground Now I am floating above myself Looking down, look around Searching for someone to help me out I cannot get myself off the ground Now I am floating above myself Looking down Screaming the chorus of de colores See you in the future where the floor is foreign I feel anxious, I feel scared I feel spiders my hair Voices drifting down the hall I'm so lonesome I could ball Lost in the black stack with a black backpack Flame in my eyes and I'm feeling my back crack Soul in the deep space empty my brief case Spirit away and I ain't got no face Take me to another world Crush my bones and colors swirl