Were you uncomfortable? Did you get anxious? Is it much easier for you to get wasted? And I wanted to leave, but you don't wanna go Maybe see you tomorrow I'll get on the bus and go to my home where I'm safe in the suburbs I just wanna get vulnerable, you just wanna get naked I wanna stay overnight, and in the morning, be cooking you bacon But the harder I try, then the harder to tell if this isn't hopeless By the end of the night, you're somebody else and you don't even notice It's giving fucking embarrassing, broke down drunk and you're staggering You're killing all of my fantasies, oh my God, it's a tragedy I don't wanna lose somebody, but I gotta choose my body It's giving fucking embarrassing Did you get paranoid or are you just lonely? Did you read your texts and regret everything that you told me? 'Cause that's what you do, you push me away and you don't even mean it 'Cause then you go and tell me the truth, do you want me to stay? Yeah, you actually need it Don't know what to do 'cause you got me in your pocket Waiting on the deal that you're never gonna offer You like to promise the world, but you don't give me a lot It's giving fucking embarrassing, broke down drunk and you're staggering You're killing all of my fantasies, oh my God, it's a tragedy Wish I could be chill, I'm sorry, but I'm gonna kill somebody It's giving fucking embarrassing It's giving fucking embarrassing, broke down drunk and you're staggering You're killing all of my fantasies, oh my God, it's a tragedy I don't wanna lose somebody, but I gotta choose my body It's giving fucking embarrassing Fucking embarrassing Fucking embarrassing