Trying to pull myself together Trying to lift myself from bed Knowing I haven't got you round me anymore I wish I had more time So I could talk you off your ledge Why did you have to leave us that way? Wish I could go back in time And ask you how you’ve been Oh, if I'd just reached out my hand Maybe you would still be here, my friend An autumn as sweet as cider You locked yourself in your dorm And you turned the music higher Saw you lying on the floor Surrounded by uniforms The moonlight feels like a fever to me now Why did you have to leave us that way? Wish I could go back in time And ask you how you've been Oh, if I tell your story then Maybe I could still reach you, my friend How could I reach you?