My father told me that I was so selfish, and I agree But those words cut deep in my chest It's hard to complain with the weight of your problems When in your heart, you know that you caused them And everybody knows And everybody knows You should've made it like 5 years ago Your friends are blowing up And if not, they're moving on They're walking out the door I'm not ready to go I'm not ready to go I'll write my life better than I did I'll play myself like it isn't real It'll be the tragedy it was always meant to be And I know That I don't need anymore help from the ones that hold me close And everyone knows You should've made it like 5 years ago Your friends are blowing up And if not, they're moving on They're walking out the door I'm not ready to go I'm not ready to go I want it bad, didn't know it would be that hard I know it's sad, being honest isn't that hard Hold me back is all I've done so far Done with that, yeah, I'm done with that I want it bad, didn't know it would be that hard I know It's sad, being honest isn't that hard Hold me back is all I've done so far Done with that, yeah, I told you that (Don't stop) I want it bad, I want it bad I know it's sad, I know it's sad It's all I've done I'm done with that, I told you that I want it bad, didn't know it would be that hard I know it's sad, being honest isn't that hard Hold me back is all I've done so far Done with that, yeah, I'm done with that Hey, do you ever think we'll have to turn around? I don't think that's an option anymore