I should've cried when we broke up But I didn't I got high and I went numb Had a vision That I'm on stage and nobody's watching me I'm afraid that I'm who I'll always be I've been questioning existence Am I narcissistic Not even the drugs can save me My friends say I'm being distant I don't even miss them I've been such a bitch now lately Hands up, laughing on the way down Swear it's not a breakdown I just need a break now, baby I'm fine, you can put the pen down Everything is good now I'm good now Right? I'd say you caught me on a bad day But you didn't I'm still scared of the next page 'Cause maybe I'm the villain Lost the plot I guess it's a tragedy I get off on every catastrophe I've been questioning existence Am I narcissistic Not even the drugs can save me My friends say I'm being distant I don't even miss them I've been such a bitch now lately Hands up, laughing on the way down Swear it's not a breakdown I just need a break now, baby I'm fine, you can put the pen down Everything is good now I'm good now Right? I've been questioning existence Am I narcissistic Not even the drugs can save me My friends say I'm being distant I don't even miss them I've been such a bitch now lately Hands up, laughing on the way down Swear it's not a breakdown I just need a break now, baby I'm fine, you can put the pen down Everything is good now I'm good now Right?