Yeah, it's gettin' harder to move I'm back on the 30s, my cup isn't dirty But you've been diggin' up the truth Haven't slept in like four nights now, blame it on substance abuse Out in the deep end, I'm swimmin', I'm swimmin' again, yeah, uh You said: Take it easy, otherwise I'm leavin' Yeah, I don't wanna stay and watch you die, ayy Longest that I've stayed clean, my whole body's shakin' I'm usin' music to distract my fuckin' mind Uh, so I wrote this song for you I bought these drugs for you, yeah I don't know what to do I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop I wrote this song for you Put down the drugs for you, yeah I don't know what to do 'Cause I fell in love with you (Why do you hate me?) I could never hate you Despite the words that you've been sayin' I've been havin' breakthroughs And hopin' you were proud, just maybe Anxiety drives me insane And my newest addiction is pain I know I said it was a phase Five years later, still stuck in my brain The letter pays due, yeah Check the time, give me a cue, my darlin' Yeah, I'll tie up the noose Then I'll be swingin' from the ceilin' fan, I'll let my soul loose, yeah I wrote this song for you I bought these drugs for you, yeah I don't know what to do I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop I wrote this song for you Put down the drugs for you, yeah I don't know what to do 'Cause I fell in love with you Yeah Calm down I've been on the come down, yeah (come down) Goin' through withdrawals (goin' through withdrawals) Help me when I fall, 'cause you know that I've been honest I wrote this song for you, yeah I bought these drugs for you, yeah I don't know what to do, yeah I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop I wrote this song for you I put down the drugs for you, yeah I'm so in love with you I'm so in love with you Baby, it's drivin' me crazy A thousand apologies couldn't make up for the time that I wasted, yeah I wrote this song for you, yeah I put down the drugs for you, yeah I'm so in love with you, girl I'm so in love with you I'm so in love with you