I sit alone in my room at night Trying to figure out how to make my life right All this hate inside my head And all my life i'm seeing red I try to tell myself there's a better way That maybe tomorrow will bring a better day I just need to figure it out What is happiness all about? Chorus: If society doesn't kill me Then it will be my mind I look at the people walking down the street They look content, and their lives complete Maybe it's me, maybe i can't relate Maybe misery has seeled my fate I look at my life with a magnifying glass I think of the future, then i look at my past Find all the demons infecting my brain Gotta kill 'em now before i go insane