We could make out in the back of your car Without anyone having to know about it We could probably do it without holding my hand And I don't wanna be told off about it Spend my time turning off all of the lights 'Cause I wanna kiss and think it's you I'm tasting, no talking Bite my lip, I'll whisper out a different name To a mouth I'd like to think I'm kissing Terrified of the only truth (the truth) 'Cause everything's kinder in my point of view Drink, kiss, repeat this with someone Who looks like you God, this could be the reason I die God, this could be the reason I die 'Cause I've tried to search it off on the internet On how to get rid of your first heartache Ah, ah And it only takes me back to the night we met Now I'm drowning in your shirt without wanting any help Ah, ah These days, I haven't been able to sleep yet I'm in the room on a crowded place It's been a year I still look around for your face And it's stupid, I know you the most When I can't even mention your name Without fading and sinking right through my bones Pull my feelings down, it's a tug of war It's crazy, but I don't wanna know If there's a cure to what I'm feeling Or it's engraved in my bones Wouldn't hesitate, you can take off my clothes God, this could be the reason I die God, this could be the reason I die 'Cause I've tried to search it off on the internet On how to get rid of your first heartache Oh, oh And it only takes me back to the night we met Now I'm drowning in your shirt without wanting any help Oh, oh 'Cause I've tried to search it off on the internet Drowning deep in my skin, but it wouldn't help But I like to paint a picture of hurting you It doesn't work like that's just the internet But I'd do anything for you to feel what I have felt 'Cause it's been a year and I'm still searching on how to get through