You sent me a message Just leave me alone Now I'm shakin' head to toe I'd rather the silence I don't wanna know I know it's delusional But I don't have the strength to let you go It's not that I don't love you In fact, it's the opposite I get anxious when you call I'm so scared to message you In case, you're with some lucky bitch So I leave it all You want closure, I avoid it And it must be so annoying, I know I just can't imagine that you're gone I'd rather avoidance than live in the know I'm not tryna long it out I hold onto items And hold onto hope 'Cause can't bear to live without As long as I don't contact you, then I don't pull you down It's not that I don't love you In fact, it's the opposite I get so anxious when you call I'm so scared to message you In case you're with some lucky bitch So I leave it all You want closure I avoid it And it must be so annoying, I know I just can't imagine that you're gone And I'm not tryna make it harder I've just never dealt with so much love And I don't know what to do with it all 'Cause no one else will ever be enough to let you go And it must be so annoying, I know I just can't imagine that you're gone And now you're with some lucky bitch So I leave it all You want closure I avoid it And it must be so annoying, I know And it must be so annoying, I know I know, I know, I know, I know I just can't imagine that you're gone