These are the best days of my life So why is it all I ever do is cry myself to sleep Feeling sorry for myself Nothing's really wrong but I need help I'd love to be happy Forget that I'm sad Forget what I'm missing And find what I have Why am I empty when life isn't bad? I'd love to be happy but what if I can't? What if I can't? I see people barely getting by So how is it they seem better off than I could hope to be Makes me feel even worse Just like all my blessing are a curse I'd love to be happy Forget that I'm sad Forget what I'm missing and find what I have Why am I empty when life isn't bad? I'd love to be happy but what if I can't? What if I can't? Why does sunlight look like clouds? Tell me how to turn the darkness down The light is there but I've forgotten how to let it out Oh I should be happy cause life isn't bad I'd love to be happy but what if I can't I'd love to be happy Forget that I'm sad Forget what I'm missing and find what I have Why am I empty when life isn't bad? I'd love to be happy but what if I can't? What if I can't? Oh what if I can't?