It's been weighing on me a lot lately Whether I am up or I am down Been feeling like I've got blinders on No left or right, just fight or flight But I know that I'll be fine with time again I miss the rolling of your chair Every time I'd walk down the stairs It hits from every side I didn't know that warning signs And tunnel lights were friends They were friends I've been told that the lights not gone It's just passed on, it's just passed on And I've been told not to let it end Don't let it end, don't let it end Don't let it end, don't let it end I wanna be thrown in the water, I don't wanna fall again I just want the pictures and words I never sent I wanna close both my eyes and picture myself back there again Oh, it has not been quite the same without you, my friend I wanna be thrown in the water, I don't wanna fall again I just want the pictures and words I never sent I wanna close both my eyes and picture myself back there again Oh, it has not been quite the same without you, my friend So I'll try my best, even when my best is just pretend To not let it end