Am F C Am F C [Verse 1] Am F C Lately I've been feeling so ashamed Am F C By these thoughts I'm hiding in my brain Am F C 'Cause I've been holding them down but they twist me violently (-ly, -ly) Am F C I'm hanging by a thread tonight but this time I don't wanna be saved (Saved) [Chorus] Am F So let me fall, let me break C G Under everything unsaid Am F Just let me die 'cause I can't take C G Living with what's in my head F Am If I surrender, surrender C G To the monsters in me F Am If I surrender, surrender C G To the monsters in me Will it set me free? Am F C [Verse 2] Am F C What's the point of holding on like this? Am F C When no one seems to care if I exist Am F C There is no agony like being strong when no one knows you're sick Am F C So sick of hearing I should stay when I know I would never be missed [Chorus] Am F So let me fall, let me break C G Under everything unsaid Am F Just let me die 'cause I can't take C G Living with what's in my head F Am If I surrender, surrender C G To the monsters in me F Am If I surrender, surrender C G To the monsters in me [Bridge] F G If you could see under my skin Am You'd realize why I hold it in Am Why it's a fight I don't wanna win Why it's a fight I don't wanna win F G If you could see all my abuse Am And spent a day inside my shoes Am You'd realize why I just wanna lose You'd realize why I just wanna lose F Will anyone believe the hell of being me G Before I decide to be the dying proof? Am F C [Chorus] Am F So let me fall, let me break C G Under everything unsaid Am F Just let me die 'cause I can't take C G Living with what's in my head F Am If I surrender, surrender C G To the monsters in me F Am If I surrender, surrender C G To the monsters in me