Where do you go when you always feel so low All my scars are so loud And all my friends are burned out So I don't let the sickness show I know you mean well But it's best that I don't speak Somehow I'm always upset And I would rather be dead Than ever drag you down with me Feelin' like a burden for hurtin' And I don't know why Don't know why Feelin' like a burden for hurtin' And I don't know why I'm a mess So depressed It's hard to get out of my head In the end it's probably best to say nothing Say nothing My defense All my friends They like me more when I pretend In the end it's probably best to say nothing Say nothing Where do you go when you're healing way too slow Cause the pressure I feel To keep it all concealed Makes me wanna be alone On the surface I'm fine But the walls are caving in It's a struggle no doubt I'd rather shut down Than be judged for who I am Feelin' like a burden for hurtin' And I don't know why Don't know why Feelin' like a burden for hurtin' And I don't know why I'm a mess So depressed It's hard to get out of my head In the end it's probably best to say nothing Say nothing My defense All my friends They like me more when I pretend In the end it's probably best to say nothing Say nothing Stop pushing me and let this go It's better that you never know 'Cause I would rather hold it in Til I run out of oxygen Than spill it out and lose control It's better that you never know If I don't keep my secrets safe The ones I love would never stay They never stay They never stay It's getting hard to breathe sometimes I don't wanna be alive some nights Just trying to find a reason why Just trying to find a reason why I'm a mess So depressed It's hard to get out of my head In the end it's probably best to say nothing Say nothing My defense All my friends They like me more when I pretend In the end it's probably best to say nothing Say nothing Stop pushing me and let this go It's better that you never know I would rather hold it in Til I run out of oxygen Than spill it out and lose control It's better that you never know If I don't keep my secrets safe The ones I love would never stay They never stay They never stay