Nights are chillier, with someone I'll be I'm standing in a courtyard close to where my mom would be Not all my plans feel safe, no lock, no key I'm clinging onto nothing, I'm holding out for sympathy I like when I can be alone, without a phone And I can have a drink when I'm going through it I like when I don't know the news I'm locked away in someone's room I'll find out if it's worth reading this week Not that I'd wish for anything other than this I thought of it for a while and now it's here and I exist Could've been the one who helps you check your credit Or maybe a therapist for the divorced children I like when I can be alone, without a phone And I can have a drink when I'm going through it I like when I don't know the news I'm locked away in someone's room I'll find out if it's worth reading this week