I can't go back to you my friend Don't even ask don't play pretend You know you left me lonely I could tell them the whole story It may take a couple hours I've got time let's get the chat to How could I explain the situation man It's so damn complicated where do I start Where do I end I Should go back to bed I'm going back to all the basics Teaching my self now how to erase it It't like learning a whole new lenguage And I'm afraid too scared to face it I just want consistent clarity But all thoughts are stroking me Some peace of mind is all I need To get peace to all of my family I can't go back to you my friend Don't even ask don't play pretend You think you are everything I need But I'm gonna leave if You try but can't get through to me It's not you yeah it's always me I close my heart to you, you see it opens up for nobody It's been so hard to fall asleep The weather always makes my nose bleed My nose bleed It's so hard to believe That one day I'll fell peace I want control over my life I want that driver's seat Yeah it's not you that I need You push me down when I'm weak You were never there for me Go pick up your keys and leave I can't go back to you my friend Don't even ask don't play pretend You think you are everything I need But I'm gonna leave Oh my God I can't go back to you my friend Don't even ask don't play pretend You think you are everything I need But I gotta leave