Throughout the years The earth, it has poisoned me My realm of existence Inside it's so torturing Take me back, take me back I want to start over Take me back, take me back With a clear conscience, sober I wanna run away, I wanna run away Lost in this mystery I wanna find a way, I wanna find a way Take away my misery And I can't deny All the vicious cycles in my life And I won't deny And I know that I am the reason why Mend me and mold me Nurturing holy In comes the healing My soul, it is screaming My time it nears My vice has its grip on me Squeezes so slowly Now the pressure, it makes me bleed I wanna run away, I wanna run away The smoke, it is choking me Help me to find a way, I don't wanna stay Give me the vaccine for this disease And I can't deny All the vicious cycles in my life And I won't deny And I know that I am the reason why Mend me and mold me Nurturing holy In comes the healing My soul, it is screaming When will I find a way back to life? My life My life My life My life And I can't deny All the vicious cycles in my life And I won't deny And I know that I am the reason why Mend me and mold me Nurturing holy In comes the healing My soul, it is screaming And I can't deny, oh, oh-oh-oh And I won't deny, oh-oh-oh-oh And I can't deny the healing And I won't deny the healing Oh-oh-oh-oh