Running uphill Swimming upstream Choosing this life, I Refused to concede I never knew what It meant to be free I'm not the man I wanted to be Soul-searching leaves A murder scene With evidence of Such catastrophe Mirrors reflect what The world doesn't see I'm not the man I wanted to be We are so cruel when old gives way to new When old gives way to new To new I know this one hurts I know this one hurts We are so cruel when old gives way to new When old gives way to new To new I know this one hurts I know this one hurts I know this one hurts I'm not the man I wanted to be