No, I don't give a fuck about who I was in a past life I'm just sitting right here, tryna conquer my fears as they pass by I'll make the excuse that maybe I was abused Or maybe then I'd have to actually believe it this time So, tell me who I'm supposed to call when I'm sick of it all And half of my friends have died Oh, can you hear the change in my voice As I'm calling out, tryna fill the void? It's clear that I've destroyed my innocence, my innocence What do I do when the drugs don't work? The smoke's burning holes in all my shirts I can't hide behind all my innocence, my innocence And people wonder where I disappear just to reappear It's a part of my shame that I carry every day 'cause I hate it here And you'd think, by now, I'd hate the terrible sound of letting down every woman that I've kept around But I can't be soothed when I'm walking in shoes that've never felt the ground Oh, can you hear the change in my voice As I'm calling out, tryna fill the void? It's clear that I've destroyed my innocence, my innocence What do I do when the drugs don't work? The smoke's burning holes in all my shirts I can't hide behind all my innocence, my innocence My world is burning But that ain't gonna stop it from turning So, I just gotta get over my shit Oh, can you hear the change in my voice As I'm calling out, tryna fill the void? It's clear that I've destroyed my innocence, my innocence Hear the change in my voice As I'm calling out, tryna fill the void It's clear that I've destroyed my innocence, my innocence What do I do when the drugs don't work? The smoke's burning holes in all my shirts I can't hide behind all my innocence, my innocence