She keeps me up in the middle of the night I'm really sorry I had to go But I couldn’t handle living this lie Can’t believe I saw my mother as a major threat She just wanted to become someone I'd never forget & that I grew up being loved She did what she could So that's when's she's gone I know she's watching from above Don't want you to worry Don't want you to look back on your Beautiful life and Think you really messed it all up No you did not You gave me the the strength to Become more than enough Said her name three times But she never appeared My dear I know I ran away from all the conscious moves you Made Spent my whole life feeling ashamed Yet I still cry over you Yes I still cry over you And one day I hope you forget the pain That I caused from just wanting to be away Had to find myself Ignore the help Don't want nobody around That just wants to control me I'd rather be lonely Why you have to constantly Laugh and make fun of me All my life All my life All my life I've grown tired I've grown tired Said her name three times But she never appeared My dear I know I ran away from all the conscious moves you Made Spent my whole life feeling ashamed Yet I still cry over you Yes I still cry over you Bloody Mary Bloody Mary Bloody Mary