| D# Cm | Gm G# |
| D# Cm | Gm G# |
[Verse 1]
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I wanna be kissed like when was small
D# Cm Gm G#
You grew up and I got smaller than before
D# Cm Gm G#
You went to clean up while I was shaking on the floor
D# Cm Gm N.C.
But I didn't know how to say (Don't want you near me)
D# Cm Gm G#
You deserved better so I gave you my body
[Instrumental]
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[Verse 2]
D# Cm Gm G#
Time to count the kisses I've spent
D# Cm Gm G#
I'll use my body to pay the rent
D# Cm Gm G#
I said it was fine in your defense
[Refrain]
D# Cm Gm G#
But I didn't know how to say, "Don't want you touch me"
D# Cm Gm G#
I didn't know how to say, "Don't want you touch me"
D# Cm N.C.
I didn't know how to say, "I don't want you touch me"
[Chorus]
D# Cm Gm G#
I'll love myself if you touch me like that
D# Cm Gm G#
Can't speak, hold off my panic attack
D# Cm Gm G#
Use me, use me if you just insist
D# Cm Gm G#
That you love the body you refuse to kiss
[Instrumental]
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[Verse 3]
D# Cm Gm G#
I'm not used to being loved
D# Cm Gm G#
The kisses that lead to sex were close enough
D# Cm
I'm in a stranger's arms, a stranger's bed
Gm G#
I can't relax my fucking head
[Refrain]
D# Cm Gm G#
I didn't know how to say, "Don't want you near me"
D# Cm Gm G#
I didn't know how I do I say, "Don't want you to touch me"
D# Cm Gm G#
I didn't know how to say, "I don't want you to fuck me"
[Chorus]
D# Cm Gm G#
I'll love myself if you touch me like that (Fuck me)
D# Cm Gm G#
Can't speak, hold off my panic attack (Fuck me)
D# Cm Gm G#
Use me, use me if you just insist (Fuck me)
D# Cm Gm G#
That you love the body you refuse to kiss
[Post-Chorus]
D# Cm Gm G#
(Fuck me) Fuck me
D# Cm Gm Fm
(Use me) Love me
[Instrumental]
| G# Fm | G# Fm | G# Fm | G# A# |
[Outro]
D# Cm Gm G#
I didn't know how to say, "I want you to love me"