Looking back at me, I see that I never really got it right, I never stop to think of you. I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win. You are the antidote that gets me by, something strong like a drug that gets me high. What i really meant to say, Is I'm sorry for the way, I am. I never meant to be so cold Never meant to be so cold What i really meant to say, Is I'm sorry for the way, I am. I never meant to be so cold Never meant to be so... Cold to you, I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light, You could see me stand on my own again, Cause now I can see me. You are the antidote that got me by, Something strong like a drug that got me high. What i really meant to say, Is I'm sorry for the way, I am. I never meant to be so cold Never meant to be so cold What i really meant to say, Is I'm sorry for the way, I am. I never meant to be so cold Never meant to be so cold I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see, the screwed up side of me that I keep, locked inside of me so deep, it always seems to get to me, I never really wanted you to go, so many things you should have known, I guess for me there's just no hope. I never meant to be so cold. What I really meant to say, Is i'm sorry for the way, I am. I never meant to be so cold Never meant to be so cold What i really meant to say, is I'm sorry for the way, I am. I never meant to be so cold Never meant to be so cold