Wasting away In the same routine that I've always complained about Because I'm led astray By a hope that one day I'll feel sound Because there's no change without effort And effort isn't what I'm about For the last few years life's a nightmare Indifferent to it all, it's my fault that I'm here I couldn't give a shit what they all think That's a lie, think about it when I drink I'd make a change If I felt the bullshit was worth it to make it real So I'll stay the same The type of heartache a foxglove can't heal Don't fucking whine You were told when you're old you could go And be anything you wanted to You're a waste of time Now you're old and you've sold all your soul And your family now hates you I feel it in the present Is it too late for a redo? For the last few years life's a nightmare Indifferent to it all, it's my fault that I'm here I couldn't give a shit what they all think That's a lie, think about it when I drink Don't go telling me these things Like not to make the same mistakes I know that you wanna save me But I never wanted to be saved