You know it's hard For me to say what I want It takes a lot to be sure That you're not just gonna turn Around and leave Me here when you need Someone who's better than me You could have anybody You want Now I feel like a clown I should shut my mouth Addicted to the way I feel Like how when you're not around I become unwound And everything you said Comes back We only speak When I've got something in me I need to be off my head To get the courage to spend And piss away When I've got summet to say Fuck up as easy as I breathe There's something wrong with me Now I feel like a clown I should shut my mouth Addicted to the way I feel Like how when you're not around I become unwound And everything you said Comes back to me