There's something in the body buried Prying thoughts are much too scary Deep inside the bones Often left alone There's something I've been keeping in It's overblown and deafening There's something I've been keeping in I feel like I am losing me There's nothing left for me to see I should just fade into nothing Well, I guess life has never been better Sure, I suck, I laid it up I made a crutch, I wasted love I waited up, my painless numb Afraid of love and scared of us Everything I did, I made it up They ate It up, I'm not enough I made it cut, were not enough I wasted us, ashamed of us Everything I touch, it turns to dust I played it dumb, then played it up I'm not enough, I made it up I ain't enough, I made it up And then I go pack that bowl And then I go back Had a little time wandering in it I think I was blind, I needed a minute I'm old, old Those were the days, no one was us Clothes are dry I don't need to be liked I don't need to join the fight It's a waste of my time Have you tried empathy? Are problems only yours? You create a different memory instead of grieve Potion in the purse The birth is in the dirt The worst is yet to lurch into your brain Portrait left in ashes Old begets the new I'm so tired of being afraid No choice left to be made now Suicidal objects Inanimate, obtuse Stomp with ceaseless brigades There's no one you can save Oof, yikes Sure, I suck, I laid it up I made a crutch, I wasted love I waited up, my painless numb Afraid of love and scared of us Everything I did, I made it up They ate it up, I'm not enough I made it cut, were not enough I wasted us, ashamed of us Everything I touch it turns to dust I played it dumb, then played it up I'm not enough, I made it up I ain't enough, I made it up And then I go pack that bowl And then I go back Had a little time wandering in it I think I was blind, I needed a minute I'm old, old Those were the days, no one was us