It’s been three long weeks of trying not to call you It’s been misery and I know I'm to blame And it’s not like I got all this pent up willpower 'Cause I’d call you now if I knew what to say And I’ll try to hold back my tears But goodbye is just not what I want to hear And I'm tired of changing Holding my head against the pavement daily I’ll write you songs until I got none Hung dry, forever singing love songs I'm tired of changing Hope I can admit if it winds up I want something different Oh, I sleep too long and I wake up feeling dizzy Torn apart by the war inside my head Or maybe it’s that I haven’t been eating I wasn’t hungry then I ate my words instead And I’ll try to hold back my tears But goodbye is just not what I want to hear And I'm tired of changing Holding my head against the pavement daily And I’ll write you songs until I got none Hung dry, forever singing love songs I'm tired of changing Hope I can admit if it turns out I want something different I don’t wanna call it before it’s over I’ll kick the can down the road till I'm sure I think we both know where it’s going I'm just not ready to let you go yet And I don’t think you tried your hardest It’s not enough if I'm being honest Never getting what I'm promised Oh, it was almost what I wanted And I’ll try to hold back my tears But goodbye is just not what I want to hear And I'm tired of changing Holding my head against the pavement daily And I’ll write you songs until I got none Hung dry, forever singing love songs I'm tired of changing Hope I can admit if it turns out I want something different