How do I start How do I start From the bottom How do I start How do I start From the bottom From where I stand I can see it I can see it Out on the horizon And when it's dark I can feel it Yeah, I can feel it It's in my heart Where do I go Now that I'm here Oh, it used to be so simple It used to seem so clear Then all at once It faded out And all the lies I chose They were not my own And now I know It's not a game You have to want it more than anything And now I know It's not a game You have to want it more than anything at all The stars in my eyes They scare my mother They make her wonder How on earth I will survive But all I know Is it never mattered One way or another I'll make it by