Fight with them myself, I took that L and lost that war I was livin' in Hell, a mental cell down on the score Blamed everyone but myself and went and left, what's the problem? Couldn't get no help, they all gave up, I think we lost 'em Escapin' in that bottle, I drank so much, I just passed out Couldn't face my life, felt like that was the only way out Dark clouds all over my head, inside, I was dead Lookin' in my eyes, you see no light, was off the meds Wait until the music only express what's depressed Over time, I was losin', was so stressed, I couldn't accept it A junkie, alcoholic, whatever you call it, I was all that Off track, already lost that, off the real, couldn't come back Lost sight, wasn't livin' right, had no fight, gave up Well I ain't tellin' myself: Don't need help, myself, couldn't trust Now you how gon' believe in someone that couldn't leave it alone? Goin' off my mind, straight off my path, couldn't find home Who there for me? I need someone to come and save me Crazy how I thought it was all they bought, they all tried to play me Put it all on my nose, who I say the GOAT? I couldn't see On my own, words sing to me, the biggest problem was me Couldn't cope, I lost hope and I lost control Didn't know that I was livin' life or really was dyin' slow I think she had me by the throat, I couldn't breathe, just choke My own words couldn't take serious, I was livin' a joke Spazzin' out in public, so corrupted by the suffix Didn't wanna discuss it, so stay dust it, felt like nothing I couldn't be trusted, didn't care, so I was like: Fuck it Destroyed my life, didn't think twice, I was stockin' Addiction, contradictions, wouldn't listen, lost my business Blinded by that drink and both my problems, couldn't admit it Down bad and goin' out sad and no one could get through to me Cuttin' on that, I was on that, off the drugs, was losin' it Minęło parę lat, ale wciąż pamiętam jak dobrowolnie weszłam sama do społecznej izolatki Wszystko mam za bardzo pod kontrolą, nawet za namową nie wychodzę Nie wyjdę Z własnej klatki Matka najpierw czekała, potem nie mogła, więc zapieprzała A zmęczenia to do kurwy nędzy moj rodzinny gem Miałam się nie poddawać lecz wiedziałam jak Kasandra, jeśli puszczę tylko lejce będzie bardzo, bardzo źle Wielce Gregor Samsa zamieniałam się w robaka Rację miała Kayah, nie był ze mnie żaden ptak Zawsze znałam drogę do domu, drogę do nudy, drogę do śmierci Zapomniałam ścieżki radości, życia, jakiejkolwiek nadziei Oh, uncle Danny, ja sobie nie radzę Oh, uncle Danny, proszę cię o radę Oh, uncle Danny, opowiedz mi bajkę Pokaż mi tą straszną okropieństw wystawę