Don't ask why darkness never ends I believe some things were never meant to be I am Death's devoted instrument Abysmal dirges guide my way to the graveyard ground Disharmonic choirs from out of the morgue scream I am Death's devoted instrument Alcohol within my veins, mesmerized my senses Addicted to the other side I feel the subconscious need To leave this human entity My soul was sentenced far too long To perish in a lifeless shell To search for answers in this living hell It doesn't take a lifetime to feel alone It just takes a look at you yet it's too late It's time to end it here Suicide, the only solution My senses drift away Through a bleak vortex of supplanted memories Fragments of life passing by Through sorrow, tears and silent cries Death, is it you my faithful friend? (Could it be, that I've already seen the end?) We are just fading moments Of a specious fate May I be one with decadence I've pulled the trigger far too late!