I should tell you I feel safe now in the background Being drowned out (I know that I'm not enough) Try to speak out But there's no sound If I escape now (Promise I’m not enough) You've turned into a stranger Don't recognize your face Or the way I put myself in danger The truth is I'm losing who I was Was I ever enough? (Promise I’m not enough) I hope it makes you happy When you hear my name It took a blue dream, self loathing, and some boundaries not to dream of you Couldn’t see through the smoke screen of old dreams Fucked coping to catch the brighter view (Stoke the fire gold and keep me blue) I feel like I'm starting to lose control I feel like I’m starting to let it go I feel like I'm starting to lose control And I feel (I feel) I should let you go (I feel like I will lose control, I know that I should let you go) I've been feeling out of place now Wish I could fade out the background Gone and I'm spaced out Caught in the rain clouds Lost in my head now Miracle I'm feeling like a black sheep all on my own The sound of a fire that's about to explode Right now I see flames as they all become gold I feel like I'm starting lose control I feel like I’m starting to let it go I feel like I'm starting to lose control And I feel (I feel) I should let you go I feel like I will lose control I know that I should let you go I never thought we'd go up in flames (Goldfire) I'm a fire that can't be contained (Goldfire) I won't pretend I'll be okay (Goldfire) But we both know it was time to change (Goldfire) Miracle I'm feeling like a black sheep all on my own The sound of a fire that's about to explode Right now I see flames as they all become gold