So tired Of being tired and drunk and lonely I hate myself in the morning Yeah so much more in the morning When the guilt swells Through my stomach and my heart beats through my ears And all the little things that I ignore Seem to be more real I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go All the records I've been playing Tell me to stay this way and all the ones I love give up on me The tried they hardest but failed so miserably I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go My heart was fast but your head was quicker and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go My timeline Is running out fast My future will never beat my past And I still can't work out How to make my money last Oh all the things I thought that I could be Get less and less as each new day begins I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go My heart was fast but your head was quicker and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go