The Sun comes up and I don't feel it on my face The leaves stop falling but the seasons never change And my brother says: Come out, but I just stay away And indulge in the loneliness to avoid all the pain Know it's dark, when it's light And the spark in my eye's burning low, I should call out my friend I've been trying my best to get out of this bed But I think there's something wrong with my head Oh, I break everything that is good 'Cause I cannot see the good inside And trust me if I could I would Change the chemicals inside my mind But it's a long, long way up that hill Past all the dead grass and the thoughts that could kill It's a long, long way up from Hell But I, I am getting well My father calls me up and ask me how I am He says that he'll stop by if I ever need a hand And I take that call but I don't talk for very long I always hang up first and tell him: Please, don't worry mum 'Cause it's dark and it's light And it's hard but I'll try To be better than I was back then I'll run, out of breath Till I'm out of this mess God knows I'm trying my best Oh, I break everything that is good 'Cause I cannot see the good inside And trust me if I could I would Change the chemicals inside my mind But it's a long, long way up that hill Past all the dead grass and the thoughts that could kill It's a long, long way up from Hell But I, I am getting well Even if I still need help, I am getting well Even if it's hard to tell, I am getting well