The leash around my neck Is pulling me through pain Don't want to keep following Struggling to get free again Stop or soon I'm gonna burst I don't want to make it hurt Psyche turned to an empty rift Killed all that was left inside of it You are pulling me through pain and hate Through shattered glass in agony Torn and slit on a blackened path My misery is my war within The wall of strength has crumbled The wall of battle is by my side I am stuck in this pattern The depression eating me alive I try to compensate my mind To overcome what I have to hide My mask covering my face To hide the fading appearance I am never going to fail I'll prove it when I prevail To show the suffering by repay I am screaming inside But I'll find my way A war heart is what's left inside of me It's going to lead my way I'm on my own again No one can betray I'll fight along with misery Hit me, punish, torment me War within Never to get to me You are pulling me through pain and hate Through shattered glass in agony Torn and slit on a blackened path My misery is my war within The wall of strength has crumbled The wall of battle is by my side I am stuck in this pattern The depression eating me alive I try to compensate my mind To overcome what I have to hide My mask covering my face To hide the fading appearance I am never going to fail I'll prove when I prevail To show the suffering by repay I am screaming inside But I'll find my way War I've asked it to be given to me Sought until I would find the door Everyone who asks receives Who seeks will find and destroy Life is the eternal test Life is the temporary trust Will the door be opened again for me? It is my hope and phobia You are pulling me through pain and hate Through shattered glass in agony Torn and slit on a blackened path My misery is my war within The wall of strength has crumbled The wall of battle is by my side I am stuck in this pattern The depression eating me alive I try to compensate my mind To overcome what I have to hide My mask covering my face To hide the fading appearance I am never going to fail I'll prove it when I prevail To show the suffering by repay I am screaming inside But I'll find my way