This is what i've always wanted for myself And i feel so effortless in my voice This is the life that i've chosen and i feel so lost Oh, if he could take his eyes off of her I thought we could make it all possible to reach But i'll look somewhere else And there was nothing left of the man i used to be Loveless, there is nothing left I left her somewhere, this was invisible Everything's gray, nothing is sane How did we end up here? I was caught off guard How could she leave me here? I thought we could make it all possible to reach But i'll look somewhere else I will speak no more, i will try no further I will shelter you from this life no longer I won't be the last one, i won't be the last one I thought we could make it all possible I should have known this is what i've always wanted for myself