Wish I could end this suffering The suicidal thoughts, I dream But I deserve this misery Drown in my own, insecurity Well I can take the pain, hurt me And I can take the shame, hurt me 'Cause I will hurt you first I will hurt you first Wish I could end this suffering Killed myself to see her breath Watch everything collapse, on me Well I can take the pain, hurt me And I can take the shame, hurt me 'Cause I will hurt you first I will hurt you first So hurt me So hurt me So hurt me So hurt me